[F4M] Misogyny, Raceplay, and Betrayed Values

I feel like I'm attractive only if the powerful majority fetishizes me - A thought that unfortunately took root in my head a little.

Heads up: this one's gonna deal with some ethically dubious stuff in terms of IRL topics, as the sentence above implies. But it's got this hold on me that makes me need to write about it.

I'm looking for an interracial relationship where MC ends up falling for a man she is ideologically opposed to. MC as a POC(Indian or Asian) lady, YC as a White man, aka Bleached. Themed tattoos and clothing would be hot to include.

The general pairing is a left leaning, feminist, politically active and intelligent woman of color with a sexist, white supremacist, confident man that's right leaning and has strong traditional values. He shouldn't be some woman hating incel or ranting about immigrants taking jobs - instead takes a faux-intellectual approach that makes it hard for MC to argue with.

How YC and MC encounter each other is up to us - on opposite sides of a protest, at a bar where they get into an argument, one overhears the other talking to friends and forces their way into the conversation, etc.

But the end result is the same - she ends up in his bed after some very hot sex where he said some demeaning things to her and she went along with it because of how wet it made her.

And it just. Keeps. Happening. And she starts to wonder if she's starting to change. He's a terrible person, but the things he says just turn her on - and frighteningly sometimes make sense. His confidence is sexy, and is pride in one's race and sex so bad? The way he wants her to dress makes her feel good, not to mention how much he loves her exotic looks. And maybe there is something empowering about embracing the feminine aspects of serving and following...