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  • I am looking to give my other unused OC some use and/or love. Their name is Jesse Walsh, and they are a red-headed big-assed short-stack pre-OP/pre-HRT female to male tsundere with a severe resting bitch face. Jesse is a little more masculine but still majorly feminine for a female to male; with a large clitoris, broad shoulders and inhibited breast/pubic hair growth. Jesse's bush is not very thick; it's pretty much thin red-peach fuzz. Jesse's large clitoris is rather sensitive, and clitoral stimulation is one way to bring him quickly to orgasm (Jesse is also a squirter...)

    Jesse:

    I might make a Toyhouse profile for them later, as I may want to expand on their background. Jesse and Dylan could also be a 2 for 1 package, but Jesse will be the most focus here as I want to try playing them. I thought I'd mention this as both of them are distantly related cousins in their shared lore.

    Preferences

    I have an almost near preference for herms, feminine intersex, gynomorphs and futas with Jesse. Bio/cis-females could also work with Jesse but do note Jesse both has a lot of sexual hang-ups regarding his genitalia but also, contradicting, a severe internal lust for dick. The irony is that he's not into men at all, so he slots into this weird space of liking girls but still wants some phallic thing rearranging his guts. Jesse's sexuality is difficult to pinpoint; he is not interested in typical men and prefers women almost exclusively. However, Jesse's bio-sex and minor hangups about his genitalia make dating women difficult for him. Said hangups are little, though, given Jesse has both lost his virginity to toys and frequently eases his frustration using them

    Ideas

    I'm not exactly sure how far I want to go on degeneracy vs genuine story and/or having meaningful interactions with Jesse or having him process his trauma. It might depend on a partner to partner or their preferences or how they may tolerate specific versions of Jesse.

    I have some ideas of how Jesse interacts with people depending on a 'timeline'.

    The then Jesse is your typical tsundere who has a misanthropy problem and would prefer to be alone and keep to themselves; also the type who has no tolerance for idiocy, lack of common sense or stupid people. Jesse may also come off potentially as problematic to some people as his personality, his trauma, etc, makes it difficult for him to hold himself accountable for his actions and his words. This can make Jesse, as he is at that time, challenging to be around as he has unprocessed trauma regarding his past, has a habit of being wrapped up in his head and may not inadvertently realize he's being toxic or manipulative of others. While I'm unsure about this next specific idea (I don't know how much people might tolerate that type of character), he might create an exciting back-and-forth where his partner's IC complain, 'Why are you such a bitch!' only to have Jesse crawling back to them desperately after his first taste of good dick. He stops being a jerk in the moments he's in bed being made to squeal on a monster cock and is simmered down after being made to female orgasm-squirt his brains out.

    The now Jesse. Jesse is finally seeing a therapist and getting therapy and getting to vent about his trauma, process it, etc, positively. Also, he's being prescribed SSRI medication so he can end up more emotionally balanced and have fewer outbursts or mood swings that negatively affect his life and relationships. He's also trying to be aware of his emotions, allowing himself to process/accept them, be less over-reactive, and know when to take a break. What starts this change is Jesse is getting tired of going through the motions in life like a repeating loop and trying to get from week to week in one piece for his mental health only, to have a dating or workplace/life trigger cause him to have a bipolar episode and then realizes through therapy how he reacted to things then and how he's going to process his trauma and grief. Snapping at someone and berating them under a bipolar episode only to end up fuming and alone and feeling like a jerk for his abusive behavior or spiraling out emotionally isn't exactly healthy, especially if it would cause him to find a lack of satisfaction with his interests or hobbies and not even wanting to us his toys and...sleep. Worst yet, putting himself on too many stimulants like caffeine, gets dehydrated, does not eat, and works himself to the bone to the point of exhaustion where he ends up being 36 hours awake and crashes in his bed at the end of the day.

    Some songs that might give context to Jesse or at least the now Jesse.

    Spoiler
    Spoiler

    There's so much work to do, so much to unpack, but it's not your fault; I'm just kind of ass
    Whether as the 'then' self of Jesse or even the 'now' self, Jesse has a habit of being negatively self-deprecating with himself. If he were to put himself down or get into a spot during a relationship where they made up/reconciled, he'd claim they deserve better at the expense of himself thus "it's not your fault, I'm just kind of ass" (thus the Thundercat quote from No More Lies) than having to deal with what he is and all his trauma and his tantrums...

    I'm a sh— I'm a bad person, like, I'm in the wrong, I'm a bad person, I had no ill intentions, though, shit, everybody got hurt, I got hurt, bruh, its a shit situation, all the morals and power you have just vanish when a certain energy is nearing and those feelings got so much gravity and its out of your control, that make me realize adults don't know what their doin' either, we're all just children, I ain't meant to fuck nobody's shit up, man
    Jesse coming to terms with himself, his past and holding himself accountable for his actions 

    Degen Stuff 

    I have a MEGA impregnation kink. Like so much, I love impregnation! It's so hot! I wouldn't mind if Jesse got impregnation or had a futa/intersex girl particularly desire to put as many babies of her's into his unused transboy womb. 

    Big fat meaty schlongs and girlcocks. Like...
    The girl unzips the fly on her jeans, and she starts to wrestle with something fleshy within her panties. Suddenly, a monstrously large and over 3/4th of a foot of flaccid penis flops out, and the lady's heavy balls remain restrained in her jeans. Jesse's only response is "What...the FUCK." not out of hate or bigotry or anything like that, he's just...flabbergasted and shocked. How would you react if some girl walked up to you, unzipped her fly and flopped out her fat, musky, pre-drooling dong directly aimed at you like a 9mm pistol? Then, it starts swelling from being limp, gains heavy thick veins, and now it's a freakish 1.9 feet long in length and 1.15 feet in circumference for girth.

    Getting lost or wrapped up in the throes of pleasure, especially if it involves Jesse receiving vaginal sex. This may be more centric on his bedicked partners and their reactions to thrust themselves repeatedly and/or hilt themselves into one of the tightest cunts imaginable. A cunt that vice grips them and is like it's desperately working to wring their entire loads out of their balls in record time. It might also involve the risk of unprotected sex, the risk of impregnation, etc. It could also be more mutual in the sense of pleasure and sensation that transcends both of their physical bodies and sharing joy and/or them working to please Jesse and bringing him to orgasm.

    CONTENT WARNING: BIGOTRY/CONVERSION KINK

    Spoiler

    A thing I've repeatedly had stirring in my head with Jesse is a sort of conversion kink, thus the extreme content warning (I do not condone bigotry or transphobia or conversion of any kind, its just a fantasy/fantasy fetish strictly!). If you don't know what that is, it would be having Jesse converted from pre-op/pre-HRT female to male back to a cis-female by his partner maybe with some orientation play in the context of being convinced or gaslit that he's not straight still, he's not straight, he's just a cis-girl who needs to be broken on some girlcock.

     

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    I'm open to setting something up!

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    Update. Added to the ad at the bottom. Extreme content/content trigger warning for a bigotry/conversion kink.

    Edited by Hornet


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