Poems

[FinalFantasyDreamer]

Night

When the dreams won't come and the mind won't quiet.

The thoughts come unending and doubt creeps in.

Did I say it right or wrong? Is it me or is it others?

Do I not hear the snickers, whispers, and words?

When did the world learn this code, this movement, this way of being.

I don't understand?

Why didn't I?

 

I toss and I turn.

I doubt and I worry.

I'm not good enough, others are better.

The mind remembers all

The memories come flooding -

              Mistake, Mistake, Mistake

              Failure, Failure, Failure 

              Imposter - fake - charlatan

 

Sleep comes when your not looking 

Peace comes when you don't fight

 

Day banishes the stars of the night

But the stars are still there.

The doubts are still there.

And night always follows day