I’ve been in my current relationship for a few years now. I wish it was mores. It’s hit a place where it’s comfortable but it feels like we constrain each others instead of complete each others. We both afraid the other person gonna leave (prior damage for both of us). It’s tense. Lots of short fuses. So it kinda like walking on egg shells a lot.
She’s not satisfied with how her lifes is turning out. Most of that got nothing to do with me though. She just tired of workin and mad that she not able to travel more and see all the things and eat out whenever she wants and such.
I would loves those things too but I’m content without it. And I not blame her for the situation. I’m mostly happy except for all the times when she gets unhappy and picks fights with me. We now both feels stuck and we dunno how to unstick it. She wants to move across the country but I think we’ll be just as stuck there as heres. I think this year gonna make or break us and I’m not sure which one to hopes for. I just want her to be happy whether or not it with me.
That way more than I meant to says. I guess I’m sad today. She’s having a fight with me that I’m not a part of. Came home from work in a mood, snaps at me, and then wanted to be alone.
She prolly say sorries tomorrow, but today it’s lonely and this happening more and more often lately.
Since I’m currently in the middle of things I can deffo say don’t take your good relationship for granted! And don’t take being single for granted eithers, even if it’s not what you’d like most right nows.
Maybe relationships with men are easier? I maybe tries it if this go bad. But he better have his own monies cause I’m done with unhappy broke peoples!