The last time I said something positive to someone, is when I was trying to save em. It was online of course since most of my in real life buddies and family dont have urges like this person did. it mattered to them, until I..Basically realized that they are one leech. Pretty much the same with almost everyone I meet online! Almost (No offense to anyone reading this.)
Sorry for what life has made you go through man. Sucks like hell, but I'd say you're the type of person that is inspiration for others. Inspiration to move on. And I am not saying this as a compliment. Its the truth! and truth is often times, either a snake biting your neck or a dollar you found on the street randomly. Staying positive, as cliche and false as it sounds, really does help. And having people around you, really helps the soil settle and not dry out for a long time.
When was the last time you laughed so hard you almost passed out?