Isaac Sullivan

Name: Isaac Sullivan

Age: 38

Gender/Sex: Male

Sexual orientation: Straight

Kinks/Fetishes: Domination, pain, rape, screams, cheating

Personality and Interests: Isaac couldn't care less what others think of him beyond what can get him laid for a night. Though he is mindful of covering his tracks and being mindful of the law, preferring to keep his many affairs private to avoid the hassle of dealing with his "nagging wife," he does find himself frequently fantasizing about taking a beautiful woman by force like some sort of deranged serial killer. The thought gives him a rush that makes him feel alive and he often fantasizes about doing it even with women he's having consensual sex with. Overall, he hates the direction his life has gone and the people in it and sees no pleasure in the world around him besides the diminishing returns of sex and alcohol. All of his hobbies have been replaced with constant work at a dead-end job to provide a meager living for his wife and kids and long nights out drinking, though on weekends he spends most of the day at the gym to spend as little time as possible at home with his family as well as to make himself more attractive to women he hooks up with in the night.

Appearance: Isaac has shaggy black hair that snakes around his sunken face. His skin is fairly pale due to long hours indoors. His body is a fairly muscular build, however. He doesn't have any tattoos or piercings as he sees aesthetics as a waste of money. 

Bio (as your character recalls): Isaac hadn't always been considered the asshole he is today. Isaac grew up with a drunken father who would berate him for talking back, so he quickly learned to keep his thoughts and opinions to himself. His mother always seemed to second her father's opinions, so he'd developed a disregard for women's views. He was raised on the premise that a man should find a woman and take care of all of her needs and, to do that, he'd need to graduate high school, go to college, and find a high-paying career. However, Isaac never really clung to any particular interests and his grades were generally middling at best. He struggled to find any sort of value in his life as his father was constantly pressuring him throughout Middle School to come up with a plan for his future or he would be a failure as a man. As he went through High School, Isaac got his first part-time job at a local fast food restaurant and began to get into dating. Getting his first job helped get his dad off of his back for a while, and even moreso after he started getting girls. However, most of his relationships were fairly short-lived due to his fairly apathetic view of the world and patronizing at best view of women. That was until he met a beautiful young brunette lady named Veronica.

Veronica listened to Isaac's story of his upbringing and took the time to try and understand him. She saw a tortured soul in him rather than the self-centered narcissist most other girls saw him as. Veronica ultimately decided that she would help distance Isaac from his toxic household and show him the beauty of the world around him. She would plan elaborate dates and dinners, and while Isaac never felt like he had done anything to deserve her love and affection, he appreciated and feel deeply in love with this generous woman more and more each passing day. Veronica never once tried to pressure him into doing more than he was comfortable with and even took pleasure in guiding him to have more pleasurable, intimate sex with her. Isaac had a low self-esteem, so she would frequently find herself reassuring him that she loved him for who he really was and that she was proud of how much he'd grown in the short time they'd known each other.

Isaac's love for Veronica grew so much that he decided he had to marry her, but he couldn't afford to give her the life he felt she deserved, so he doubled down on his studies and tried his hardest to make up for lost ground in his life, his girlfriend supporting him every step of the way as he jumped from job to job searching for better opportunities and even started attending college. He didn't really know what he wanted to do for a living, but he knew he wanted to make money, so he simply focused on getting a business degree in economics. However, things started to take a shift in his life when one day Veronica suddenly informed him that she was pregnant. While Veronica was excited to have a child with him, Isaac was mortified that this was happening so soon. He knew Veronica came from a religious background and knew her family would be furious with her if they found out, so he suddenly felt pressured to marry her right away, but he still couldn't afford the wedding he felt she deserved, that they had discussed back and forth for years. Not only that, but he would now have to support not only Veronica, but this child he wasn't at all prepared for as well!

Suddenly, Isaac felt a ton of pressure from both his own and Veronica's family to start making money fast and marry her. And so, he dropped out of college so that he could take on a low-paying salary job at a local tech company. This was a job he rapidly grew to resent as it was only meant to be a temporary place while he found his footing, but he quickly found himself stuck in the position as he never had the qualifications to get a higher paying job and the lack of a college degree stunted his opportunities for promotion. It was a miracle he could even land a job like this in the first place, but it was miserable. Nothing but paperwork and phonecalls with idiotic and rude customers. He reluctantly arranged for a courtroom marriage with Veronica and tearfully apologized to her that he couldn't provide the wedding of her dreams. Veronica still happily wiped his tears and told him that she was happy just to be married to him and that it was okay, that they would get through everything and still be happy together forever.

As time went on, Isaac and his wife moved into a small apartment where they would take care of their new baby girl, Rachel. As much as Isaac tried to be a good father for Rachel, he couldn't help but resent the child whom he could only associate as the sole being responsible for ruining all of his career plans. Even worse, he couldn't fathom the apparent unconditional love Veronica seemed to treat her daughter with. He would watch as this child would drive Veronica up the wall with stress, the girl seemed to be nothing but a burden to Veronica which only caused him to resent the baby that much more, and yet Veronica loved the girl with all her heart, so much so that he even began to feel completely ignored.

This negativity did not go unnoticed by Veronica, who started to call him out on his tendencies to try and avoid responsibility with the baby. Veronica started to question him about why he would never change her diapers or why he would ignore her when she's crying. This led to many arguments between them which Veronica would later sweep under the rug as nothing more than "rough patches" and the naive assumption that things would get better after they became more familiar with parenting. But things never really did get better, Isaac just learned to internalize his frustrations and instead took on a "yes dear" approach to fatherhood. Doing his best to avoid an argument no matter how he could. But his resentment for his daughter was now beginning to transform into a resentment toward the woman he once loved, who was now baffling him even more by wanting a second and even third child. He didn't want to say no, so he just went along with her requests and tried to make ends meet, but the love in their marriage was rapidly dwindling as it felt like the affection he would receive was being replaced by affection for their children instead.

Slowly but surely, Isaac's eyes began to settle on his coworkers around the office. Some of them were attractive and looking, and especially as the effects of his workouts at the gym began to show, there was certainly some degree of sexual tension in the air. At some point, he decided to give into his temptations and hook up with a coworker, but something was different about the way he would have sex now. It was no longer passionate and intimate like it was with Veronica before. Instead, he was far more aggressive and only focused on his own pleasure. Word began to spread around the office that he was terrible in bed and he resented the fact that it now felt like every woman in the office was disgusted by him, so he decided to only begin having sex with strangers instead. He avoided dating apps and phone conversations, instead focusing solely on physical contact at local bars he would frequent. But his aggressive tendencies never improved, he vented all of his frustrations with life in bed by fucking women hard and forcefully, he didn't care of the experience was miserable for them as long as he could finish, then he'd never have to speak to the girl again.

To this day, Isaac sees his life as a monotonous journey of work, bar, house, broken up with the occasional weekend gym visit or hookup before heading home. Veronica and their children never found out about his affairs, nor would he ever allow them to. These private affairs he saw as the only source of pleasure in his mundane life and he knew things would blow up if word got out. Even still, the thrill of having sex with other women would only last so long and he would soon have to turn to extreme pornography to continue to seek the kinds of thrills his body began to demand. He would never admit it, but there was nothing that turned him on more than the desire to violently rape a woman and assert dominance and control over her, which would become a further contributing factor to the violent and pleasureless sex he would have with many women going forward.