fxm [FxM] Wishlist & Interests (lit/plot driven, psych, tension building)

Hello! I can't make any of this come true on my own so thank you for taking the time to look at a complete stranger's list of literary desires. It’s pretty niche of us to meet this way  I use female pronouns and play female characters. I do consider myself to be more lit/plot-based as I like to earn character development and somewhat realistic timelines and sequences. I know we obviously don’t do this for the realism - but I am gonna cost you more than a few lines. I also have an expectation of myself for meeting 3-5 paragraphs with proper grammar, spelling, plot advancement and attention to detail. I enjoy introducing new characters and throwing wrenches into your plot ideas to keep things interesting. I put effort into my characters and I try to include the occasional example and details to add depth to RPs, whether it be offering imagery, references to things like astronomy, soundtrack music, architecture, mythology/lore, or just experience-building particulars collected from Retrojapan's interests.

I am not looking to write pure smut. I actually refuse to write just sex scenes because it's boring and tactless. If I wanted to spend my time learning synonyms for penetration then I wouldn't be hoping someone here can write well enough to tickle my fancy _{(though I am still adding to my thesaurus)}. I want something challenging, stimulating and well-written. I want to think about it even when I'm not wanting to think about it. Lets create some sort of plot, characters, world, theme, power dynamic, conflict, relationship, etc - because it will compliment the inevitable if we mesh.

Likes
- Slowburns
- Slower
- Slowest
- Anticipation
- Being manipulated and coerced
- Identifying with aggressor; Stockholm Syndrome
- Superpowers and magic
- Being controlled and overpowered
- Demonstrating obedience
- Unknowingly being watched
- Tension
- Bimbofication
- Possessiveness & jealousy
- Denial
- Dirty talk
- Dominant men
- Having to wait
- Romance
- the Male Gaze/objectification
- Feeling pursued
- Power struggles; abuse of power
- Deprivation
- Clever banter
- Not getting what I want
- Degradation
- Good writing/storytelling

(Some) Fandoms & Ships
- Final Fantasy VI (Terra x YC, Celes x YC)
- Final Fantasy VII (Vincent Valentine x Lucretia, Vincent Valentine x Tifa, Tseng x Aerith)
- Final Fantasy X (Yuna x YC)
- Final Fantasy XV (Noctis x LunaFreya)
- Escaflowne (Van x Hitomi)
- Angel Sanctuary (Setsuna x Sara)

Wishlist/Cravings
- Final Fantaxy XV [Older Noctis x MC]
- Final Fantasy VII [Vincent Valentine x MC, Tseng x Aerith]
- Princess x Bodyguard
- Dark and brooding men
- Sapiosexuals
- Being used to fulfill someone else’s cravings
- Natural chemistry between roleplayers
- Character development
- Damsel in distress
- Unlikely attractions and/or impossible pairings
 

Think you can play me?