Looking to write after a long hiatus,

Hello and long time no see. I've been on/off this site for years. I think some people here remember me, but not everyone, so I want to introduce myself but also give a little bit of an update to those who do remember me since a lot has changed for me since I have been here. 

Apologies in advance as this ended up being a kind of long post, and I feel like I haven't been as open anywhere as I was in this post, so I feel a little nervous about it.

On this site, I go by Mythra. Do not confuse me for the Xenoblade Character --- yes, I named myself after her, she was my favorite character ever back in 2019 when I made my account, and I was genuinely shocked that no one took the name sooner. I don't RP as Mythra though, at least not in sexual RP ( I don't rp any canon characters in erp ). I have been through relationships and experiences that make me 1.) on the fence sometimes, and 2.) slow to reply to RPs. However, I do consider myself friendly and kind, so long as the people I am interacting with respect my boundaries.

I don't want to sound like a record player - I write my boundaries in my preferences, but even when I have had them written they still seem to be ignored so I write them here one last time: Please don't flirt with me OOC, please do not ask if I am horny OOC, and please do not push for answers about or question my sexuality. These things cause me severe distress, and I have had extremely bad experiences with RP ( off site ) since I joined here.
RP is difficult for me now, but I am trying to get back into writing about things I'm passionate for. These things WILL set me back, and make me feel anxious.

I am also going to be more open about this now: I have autism and adhd, and possibly other things I do not have diagnosed. It's not an excuse, it's just an explanation to why I may react certain ways or may misunderstand. Sometimes I overthink things ( start thinking I sound like a snob or something ) and will apologize for it - I think this is linked to my autism or some other thing making me re-analyze everything I say and do ( thanks middleschool peers /sarcasm )

Now for the RP stuff:

I do not have specific plot ideas, I won't lie.
I started to write an RP document about the world my book has taken place in, but I can't seem to finish the doc fast enough nor  get any creative ideas I want to do for RPs. I have several ocs on my page, though the ones I am most connected with emotionally ( and therefore like playing the most ) are Lorelai and Kira. That said, Lorelai may not be a popular choice because she has a partner already, and I don't think people are keen on writing other's OCs (which is respectable -- it makes me nervous to write someone else's character. I don't expect people to write her partner) -- I am kind of picky about who I'd have her be with if not her non-RP love interest.

Most of my characters have general concepts of their life style and who they are, where reasonable locations for them may be, etc. I like to generally make up ideas as I go. For understanding: the reference image that has them in their full body appearance like a character outfit reference is the canon appearance of the character. Since I cannot make nsfw stuff with the AI I use to make my ocs, the NSFW pics are made with a different ai program. The nsfw pictures website I use usually generates me content that makes me uncomfortable if I don't specify "big breasts", and always gets my tan character's skin tone wrong. So, those pictures are general CONCEPTS that I think the character looks close enough like my OC to deem acceptable of posting, but often portray the body wrong. 

I am down to discuss plot concepts with my characters if you have one you'd like. I also have a "misc characters" folder which will fill up with other characters who aren't as developed as my main characters. 

I'll spoiler tag it for simplicity sake, but here are links to my characters: 

Most of them should have bios, though some bios are small or incomplete.

Also, spoiler tag for this as well, but as I mention in my preferences that everyone has a "type" be it personality, appearance, dynamic, so I figured I'd share mine:

I don't force people to play characters I like, but I've been asked by numerous people when planning  RPs if I want them to play a specific character or type of  character, and I always kind of blank because I feel a little on the spot. So this is more or less for the people who might want to ask this question. I absolutely will never make you play a character you don't want to play as, since I wouldn't like that myself. If you don't see any characters above that tickle your fancy, my "misc characters" folder will have other characters over time, with links to a google doc bio for them.

If you're interested in discussing an RP, please feel free to hit me up. If you have an idea on the get go, feel free to share - Be open for discussion on it though, as I may not be 100% on board. If we don't work out as RP partners it happens. I am aware that I am kind of particular.