Lost

[FinalFantasyDreamer]

Darkness surrounds me. The vast silence of the empty void envelops my thoughts and dreams. I would shiver in the coldness of it all if I had a body but I feel nothing.Then at once a blinding light. Searing pain as I let out a silent scream into the void.

With a start i bolt up, eyes flying open wide. My pulse beating hard as I pant and huff. My breath comes in ragged gasps. I roll over and look at the clock as it flashes 3am. I let out a groan as my body feels like it was hit by a truck.  

'Why am I so tired.' I grumble to the early morning air. Another night of restless sleep and an early morning meeting to boot. I try to shake of the dream or whatever that was away and fallback asleep but to no avail. 

'I guess I am up.' I grumble as I grope for my phone instead of sleep. Flipping through the dating apps like an addict. No match, no match, and of course no match. I let out a sigh as scroll through the apps. 'Why does love have to be so hard.' I groan, filling the empty silence of my room. 

Pulling up my email it's filled with nothing but spam. Letting out a laugh I drop my phone on the pillow, online dating a bust, small town match-maker a bust, internet chat boards an even bigger bust. 

Realizing I am not falling back asleep I get up and head out towards the front door of my apartment. Thinking to myself 'Maybe the cold air of this chilly October help me either fall asleep or chase away...'

Shaking my head I grab my keys and head for the apartment door.

Edited yesterday at 01:06 PM by FinalFantasyDreamer
Autocorrect gets it wrong all the time🙄

[FinalFantasyDreamer]

As I walk down this crisp October morning I feel the chil in the air. My tired groggy restless sleep is making my body scream at me as I walk to work. My mind keeps drifting back to that sleepless dream. The black void of nothingness and that feeling right before I woke up. I can't help but wonder out loud 'It was painful... wasn't it?'. My cock in my pants twitches as I think of the dream on my walk to work.

I try to focus on work but my mind can't focus. Customers ask me a question and I have to ask them to repeat it. All the while my cock has decided to get hard and stay hard. My mind can't help checking everyone out. Imagining what that customers look like naked or during sex. I feel like some prepubescent pervert. 'Get it together.' I groan to myself throughout the day.

It doesn't matter what adult comes into the store that day. Man or woman it doesn't matter. My mind goes to what they would look like fucking and my cock pulses and burns. While my boss chewed me out, I just couldn't listen. I could only wonder what size his cock was and if his face got this red as he cummed.

The walk back home after work didn't help. Every adult I passed no matter how much older than me they were. My brain created the picture of them having sex. My breathing was getting heavy as I walked my heart racing. I knew I needed to get home. I picked up the pace. My cock rubbing against my pants forcing a moan to escape my lips. I could feel the heat radiating off my body as my hands gripped my keys. Fumbling I couldn't get the key in the lock. At last a click, my door swings open, I stumble inside. Slamming the door shut I collapse.