So, who even am i?

[Eliza_nitro0318]

Heya, I thought about writing things that happen to me in here, think of a little journal thingy but anyways :

 

So, I found out I'm dying since I was obsessed with my ex girlfriend to a unhealthy level(Let's call her... Rebecca, cause that's the name she went by), so Rebecca, i truly loved her, I have done unspeakable things for her, I warned her at the beginning of our relationship that I am prone to sudden anger/sadness/happiness outbursts, but this new years, me and her broke-up since she was hardly there for me, even when she knew I was dying, I could have die any single day now but where was she? I had to cheat on her since I wanted to be loved, she was honestly toxic, I asked some of my friends if it was wrong to cheat on someone who was toxic, they didn't really have a opinion, now I realized I'm rambling on, I should prolly stop, so I will, I'll probably post here again at a later date, so yeah, love yall and have a good day/night/afternoon