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I thirst for writers -
𝕋𝕙𝕖 𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕕𝕞𝕒𝕚𝕕𝕖𝕟 𝕚𝕤 𝕒…….𝕓𝕠𝕪?!
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Hellooooo, and thank you for taking the time to look into my funny little idea. I was in the middle of watching The Handmaiden when I suddenly got an idea that made me feel all giddy inside, lol. Further explanation will be done later, but for now, here are some details about myself. I would consider myself a fairly literate writer, capable of writing multiple paragraphs. It all depends on what my partner is comfortable with, though, as I prefer us to have the same length just for the sake of conformity and consistency. My tolerance for gore is fairly low, but that doesn’t mean I am not a fan of abuse or sexual degradation. In fact, I consider both of those fairly big kinks of mine. I LOVE smut, so if you love it as much as I do or enjoy it in moderation, this is the place for you! As for the pairings, I enjoy both MxM and MxF, though for this particular story, I would prefer to play as a more feminine male who is often mistaken for a woman due to his, ahem, ‘gifted’ genetics. That is where the whole conflict arises from, but I’m guessing most have already picked up on it. If you are willing to play as a dominant or switch, then I would love for us to sync up and get to know each other while we add details or brainstorm. Now, as for the specific plot, I was thinking of something either modern or a bit back in the past. It could take place between a male and a male or a male and a female. Both pairings would have the feminine male being the sub or sub-lean, depending on whether you prefer to be a switch. My idea for the eventual realization of him being a very convincing girl and not an actual one would come after he is spied upon my the other handmaidens because of how much better he is at his job than they are. Once they see his small cock dangling between his legs as he showers, they instantly report to their mistress or sire, but there could be a catch! Perhaps they already knew he was a boy, but didn’t say anything because of a certain……taste. A taste for pounding femboy ass!
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I had a feeling this was the response I would receive, which I am very happy to see, lol. I try not to guilt myself for that shit, but it’s a bit hard just because of the situation and some other factors. Last I hear was that she was married and had a kid. She was a year younger than me, so she was very young mom. Haven’t spoken to her since high school, but I hope she is doing much better. Thank you for the message. I really needed it, brother
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Hiya. It’s 3 AM over here and my insomniac mind is fully awake currently, so I decided to finally release some information that I have been holding close to my chest for I think 7 or 6 years now. A little background for the story: I was a young idiot. I had never touched a girl intimately before, much less had full blown sex. I was very horny. I used to go to a Youth Group class everyday in Friday after school. The pastor who was a close family friend was very kind and drove me and a bunch of other kids with him back to the building to learn some Christian values (whatever that means, lol.) One day, a girl that went to the Bible camp last year with me decided to start attending. I do not know her race, but she struck me as a Mexican or at least someone with some Mexican heritage. To a horny, slightly chubby geek like me, she was utterly gorgeous. She was very quiet during the van ride but once we made a stop at another kid’s home, she started speaking to me and showed me a Key and Peele sketch (she was the one to actually introduce me to them, which I am forever thankful for.) A few more times of attending the Youth Group together made us start to develop a fondness that quickly went over to the sexual side. That was at least what happened to me; I am not sure if she had any sort of feeling like that, but I do know that she reciprocated all of the stuff I said and did. One day, I was just blankly staring at a poster on the church wall before she came to my side. She watched it with me and we spoke. I don’t remember what we spoke about—all I remember was the utter tremor I felt in my chest as my heart beat out of it as I contemplated doing what I eventually would do. I turned to her, grabbed her shoulders, and kissed her. Mind you, there were the teacher and the other students in the room at the back, but my list was far too strong to care about that. The kids didn’t stop and quickly drew in intensity and passion before we snuck to the bathroom. We kept making out before I kissed down her neck and reached for her shirt; I lifted it past her chest before latching myself onto one of her breasts before I began to undress. Right before I took off my underwear, I asked her, “are you okay with this?” She proceeded to nod before I drew off my underwear. She gave me a blowjob but it wasn’t something you could write about due to her occasionally scraping her teeth around by shaft. It didn’t matter to myself back then because it was the only head I ever got from a girl. My idiotic self didn’t know the first thing about actual sex, so I just emulated what I saw and porn and bent her over in the doggy position before pumping a few times into her. It didn’t lead to any climax, so she went back to sucking before I jerked off into her mouth. After that, we had sex one more time before our ‘relationship’ slowly dissipated. The issue I have with this and the reason it has remained so hard in my mind, is if I was wrong for just having sex with her and not really filling my role as a ‘boyfriend.’ After we fucked, she asked me if we were a thing. Me being a lonely fatty said “of course.” I never acted as a boyfriend though. I didn’t ask her about what she liked, disliked or what was on her mind. I never brought her any gifts or give her any sort of soothing gesture that would cause her to be at ease around him as her boyfriend. I just liked sex and was always wondering when we could do it again. She lived with a divorced mom that seemed to be not the greatest parent. I had no idea about her home life, but she was not well. I say this because I saw cut marks on her wrists this one time we were alone. That was the moment I tried to talk and act like her man, but it was just a shocked reaction and a gentle reprimand that I could barely muster. Since then, I got paralyzed from the chest down in a car accident and I haven’t had any sex or even been with a woman since they mishap in 2019. I sometimes think it’s a funny way of God punishing me for my sins of the past, lol. Anyways, I don’t want to ramble any more than I already have. What do you think after reading this? Speak the truth.
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FEMDOM FANATICS ((Desperate for any femdoms or switches!)
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ʜᴇʟʟᴏ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ! Thank you for taking the time to look through this rough forum. I hope the title of my post interests you, and I hope that my explanation of what I have been searching for further piques your interest. I am on the lookout for a writer who enjoys taboo stories that involve age gaps, CNC, voyeurism, free use, and incest. I am DYING for a writer who enjoys playing mature women, preferably ones that are older than M/C just for the taboo element. My preferred genres usually consist of a modern setting with realism with either no supernatural qualities or very minimum due to my belief that realistic plots are far more enjoyable to write about because they are so grounded in reality. That doesn't mean I am unwilling to do more supernatural stories with a medieval aspect. It needs to be interesting enough for me to get into! When I say I enjoy realistic, modern settings, I do not mean I want a tame slice-of-life plot without antics or spice. I am a MASSIVE fan of anything that contains taboo, dark, and forbidden tropes—with that, it should be clear that I don't have much reservations about whatever roles we do. I am fine with plots involving incest, age gaps, CNC, and a whole bunch of other stuff. The only limits I have are scat, extreme gore, and death. Here is my F-list. https://www.f-list.net/c/alexander chavez/ My favorite kinks are age gaps, watersports, rimjobs, handjobs, ball play, overstimulation, titfucking, thighjobs, pegging, facefucking, and anal. Basically, if you have a kink, then I most likely share it, lol. While I don’t have a detailed story in mind, I do have some very basic templates we can build off of if you didn’t have any plot you were thirsting to do. Feel free to message me with any ideas or just a quick message hi for us to brainstorm! I hope to hear from you. -
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Hello. I hope the title of this thread was enough to get your attention. I also hope the rest of this message will be enough to convince you to hit me with a DM finally! Let me start with general details about myself before I go into a specific plot. I would say I am a reasonably competent writer. While I am not a genius who knows a plethora of fancy words that would make me a human dictionary, I can sound a bit literate when I write. I expect my partner to do their best to be literate, too, but I don't expect perfection with each reply. I do hope that you enjoy writing multiple paragraphs, though. For my preferred genres, I usually enjoy modern stories with taboo and dark elements, such as dub con, hints of incest, free use, and anything else that may seem a bit controversial. I am open to different genres, but I prefer realistic ones because I like the idea of them having real-world implications. As for a specific idea, I did have a basic template that could be expanded upon. The summary is this: certain restrictions have forced our characters to shower at the same time. It can be due to the need to save water because of poor living arrangements, such as the hot water only lasting for a single shower, or it could be some other reason that could either be out of necessity or perhaps a stranger reason that can be left ambiguous for the sake of further exploration down the line. The types of characters involved can vary greatly depending on your comfort level and desires. For me, I love the idea of a familial relationship, which could give our characters a tiny bit of comfort by sharing blood or being a sort of family through shared step-parents. We could have as stepmother/stepson, stepdaughter/stepfather, stepsister/stepbrother, cousins, and lots more. There can be variety to the roles as well if you don't like stories involving familial relations. We could have a story containing beat friends, friend’s mother/girl, friend’s dad/girl, or a stranger/stranger idea that could involve a plot that contains some sort of dramatic undertone to make their relationship somehow make sense. I am open to any roles but I am also open to different story ideas. We won't have to strictly go with my template if that doesn't sound like something you’d be a fan of. Don't force yourself to go along with my idea if it doesn't sound enjoyable to you. I am capable of compromising or doing a different idea, just say the word. That is all I have to say. I hope to hear from someone (: Thank you for reading this if you got this far!
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In need of a literate switch!
Ponderer commented on Ponderer's bulletin post in Private Roleplayers Bulletin Board
Always seeking, never finding -
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In need of a literate switch!
Ponderer commented on Ponderer's bulletin post in Private Roleplayers Bulletin Board
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In need of a literate switch!
Ponderer commented on Ponderer's bulletin post in Private Roleplayers Bulletin Board
Where oh where is my dommy mommy? (: -
Dread it. Run from it. Destiny arrives
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BUMPPLPPL
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Hello there, and thank you for taking the time to read through this! I need a literate writer, preferably one who can comfortably write 3+ paragraphs and also play a bratty sub. The details of the idea are down below! The role involved is a family friend who has known the daughter of his best friend since she was a child. He is practically a second dad and is affectionately called "uncle" by the mother and daughter, while his best friend calls him his "tag-in dad." Enter the daughter, *insert name here* A pampered only child who has never heard the word no due to her parents, who seemed to think the word illegal for their beautiful baby girl. Uncle Luther was always her big teddy bear, but what happens when said teddy bear turns out to be a 6’4 retired military brute with war scars all over his backside? The results are a crush that gradually turns into an obsession. Uncle Lu is her perfect bodyguard, always ready to serve as a jungle gym! Trouble in paradise brews, though, once their yearly visit to the lavish summer home is disturbed by Luther—it wasn't a problem due to his being a frequent guest during the week-long excursion. The problem? His new ‘girlfriend,’ Maria. A gorgeous Latin American woman who is in her early thirties, yet noticeably younger than Luther by a few years (Luther is 43) It will not do for the daughter; the man is meant to be HERS, something she will be desperate to prove during the week. A friendly late-night dinner is their first time together. Mom, Dad, and daughter on the left, and Luther and Maria on the right. Friendly banter and loving stares are held by all, except for the subtle ice in the daughter as she sizes up Maria before turning her attention to her dear uncle. Fine, he wants to play hard? Let's see if he appreciates a college-aged babe’s feet on his crotch while he is eating. TLDR: Need a writing partner for a taboo story containing age gaps, dubious consent, slow burning, constant teasing, and unrestricted use!
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In need of a literate switch!
Ponderer commented on Ponderer's bulletin post in Private Roleplayers Bulletin Board
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Whalecum to the site, lovely. Good fuck luck with getting fucked finding fun partners!
