Kuramitsuha

It has been a month since the last post buuuut...Eh, I think its not dead yet, heh. I graduated highschool in 2017, and since then...Well...I've been a NEET heheh...heeeeehh. During the final year of highschool I wasn't really much invested into my studies, since our last year here in my country is dedicated to review the past years and focus on entrance exams (And to be honest, I was doing pretty well without exhausting me. The 3rd year here is incredibly stressful and harmful to some people. So much pressure and expectation is put, that the smartest kids screw up easily all thanks to being EXTREMELY nervous). So I was chill and all. Here in Brazil we have a pretty big public exam (The word 'vestibular' exists out there?) and that year he got some pretty big changes and a ton of people suffered into their scoring aaand that includes who? MEEEE Yaaaay! Jokes aside, I didn't make to a good university and chose to wait another year and try to History one more time. So 2018 I was just chilling home, getting a "rest year" like other ronins (Graduated people trying to get to college by themselves) did. This was a very awesome year that I used to develop my creativity and some other talents. I like to draw, write and study myths. It was during this year I made my mind up and decided that my work for life would be: A Writer. Since childhood I loved to create stories and I would express them via Tabletop RPG (Something I played a lot during my neet times). I applied to the Entrance Exam (It occurs in november) and booooom in January my results were good, and I could go to College! The first semester was very cool and stuff, going to college and trying to write my novel during freetime. But things would soon get expensive, and cutting details, It was very improbable I could get a work. College would soon become a source of stress and family problems, so I dropped it! But I will return in 2020. Its almost there again. But fantastic changes ocurred to me. I became even more secure of my choice to become an author and I'm working on my first decisive novel (Already wrote one in the past) for almost two months. I became friends with someone pretty awesome that helped me get out of a near depression and things are proceeding. So basically...I'm a NEET for almost three years. One could say that I'm working with the book, or training my writing or that some of my studies in Mythology would consider "education". But here in Tupiniquim Lands...Its not viewed this way asuidhiausd I do searched for a variety of jobs, but you knoooow the country is in the middle of an crisis heheh. I don't really think that not being officially in any type of activity is all bad. That was a time I used to grew up as an person, read, deepen my knowledge on matters I care about and like. Just satting idly is somewhat negative so...I think being a Long-Time or Semi-NEET is all about learning how to deal with your own endless freetime. I'm always on the creative side so my completely biased advice is: THIS! Heheh. This worlds deserves and will always need some new artists, won't it? Yep...I didn't help much auishduiasd But don't know, sharing a story always looks nice.