You are a secret lesbian, your two lives

The idea is a world both modern yet heavily traditional in a few areas.  In response to shrinking birth rates and aging populations the world as a whole regressed in a few areas.  A harsh backlash to any relationship other than man and woman.  Not quite criminalized, but one’s reputation, job, family and other things could be endangered if they were discovered with someone they were not supposed to be with.  This shift happened several decades ago.  You do not remember the old ways.  But you do know you are attracted only to other girls.

Do you dare make a move on another girl?  Knowing it could destroy both of you?  You know you have to find a boy soon eventually.  Go out with him…eventually have sex with him…someday marry and have his children.  What will you do?  Try to get the attention of one who seems better than alternatives?  Wait for one to make the move on you?  Pick one out of pity, who has trouble with girls, troubled in a different way?

The idea is here is to explore a girl beginning to find her place in a world familiar yet different.  Where she can’t reveal how she really feels except maybe to one specific girl, who might feel the same.

Want to play two different partners for her, one boy, one girl.  She is not confused, not bi, she is a lesbian, but knows she has to find a boy.  Go all the way with him.  Try to find some way to enjoy it as much as she can.  Not looking for a ‘conversion’ but to explore how she might feel and interact with both partners.  The boy has no idea about the girl.  The girl knows about the boy though, at least that there is one.  She has to do the same of course.

That’s the basic idea.  A lot of flexibility in the details.  Hoping for a rather interesting story, with a pair of relationships, involving a girl trying to fit in a world that does that does not welcome her true self.