Mha/black butler incubus incident?

Another kind of role-play that i really want to do is a yaoi involving anime(fandom)

I'm wanting to do a oc x character btw.

I'm using a oc.

Like mha or either black butler.

It's a genderbend thingy about a oc that becomes a incubus but is to ashamed of showing up or being seen at all, and since he is a incubus now he feeds off those kind of things as well.

What will happen when their crush finds out and will their crush worship the monster to show then that they are amazing?

The oc dosent understand their own self worth, they know that they are worthy but they don't understand some of the impacts that they do just by being the kind person that they are.

They are so reluctant about this despise mostly seen as a shy, nice yet social person that is very sensitive.

To now become a lustful beast that craves for sex.

Mha: the oc haven't been showing up to much since that incident that happened with then in school, and if they did their behavior has fully changed, no, it's something else off about then, they look unrecognizable even and the other students were asked to not pry into his business.

black butler: the oc have not shown up into the balls or invitations anymore despise being being who ascended into as a earl but was a woman disguised as one.

this is worrisome, the only messages received are how they are sick and things like that.

(Or can become another kind of monster like a siren or a lamia)

I can play dom or sub but I'm mostly swich really.