Elena Ichinomiya

I need better eyeglasses. Badly. Now my sides are hurting from laughing too much in the morning. I saw person running amidst the rain through my window. What a busy bee.

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Empty bottle. Stay hydrated guys.

The idiotic world of Netflix account policy. This is first time in my life i see a policy that not only put a customer under but also the company itself. Where did they think we live in, 2005?

Continue? When it come to couple, like, real lovey dovey couple, it should be something that sweet and would burn into memory, through thick and thin. Though I would say its subjective. Some form of love can be sickening to the point its scary. But my love story with him? Oh god why. No he’s not abusive, if anything he care far too much for his own good. I even wonder why no one bat an eye on him. He might be aloof but deep down he is caring. He just don’t flaunt it. I mean there’s a time where he feel bad for messing up our first date, he decide its best to arrive early. Oh and no, its not one hour early or something. He’s been there for almost two hour early. What is he thinking? Turn out he don’t want to be distracted because its pretty easy for him. Now that he done it, I have to pay him back, right? So I decide, why don’t we have a date on a familiar place like, you know, my room? Now it might be bold move but thing is, he’s been visiting my room plenty of times, but only when there’s occasion. Well guess what? He prefer his room instead. I don’t mind that, I visit his room a lot too. But just like him, I only visit when I have good reason to. We spent a lot of time talking about whatever but then we realize…we didn’t do a thing what lover do. No flirt, no hug, not even kiss…or sex? Okay, the latter might be too forward, but we clearly not even thinking to do that. I mean I would do that but I don’t find a chance to make the move. It would turn the conversation awkward. So our date end in pretty much of a flatline. He is nice enough to escort me back to a bus stop. But in that very spot…he finally cracking down. --- Our date was…bust. I know, I’m a guy, I’m leading the charge, but I’m no pushover. Sure we’re dating, heck, I’m the one who ask her out. But I just can’t bring myself to be so forward…I just can’t. She need to know something first before I go about it. So at the bus stop, I told her. Finally. I told her I like her. That doesn’t change. But the thing is, what start as attraction, is now become a poison. I see her differently, every time. Her smile, her body language. I just can’t stop the thought. Sorry to say, its not as sweet as you think. I dream…no, imagine sometimes… She lie down as I’m on top of her. Sharing kiss. Touching each other. And hear her beg… So much that I don’t care if we’re still in high school. If you know what I mean. Now you know why I can’t bring myself to love her. Out of fear of myself. And yet she stays with me regardless. She might not Ms. Popular but if she tries, she could get the better option than a man who jerk off to her inside my mind. She deserves love that suit her. I don’t have such thing to offer… --- So turn out, he hid the monster inside him and it result him being so cautious. The only time he let himself go is when he confesses to me. And that’s it, he shrink back to his safe bubble because he think it was the best for us. Well, to him at least. I response with chuckle and sit down while told him to go along. I told him to sit while facing away so our back is touching each other. He then asks me what am I trying to do. I told him if he really love me, then he should spill what’s on his mind about me. Obviously, he hesitate. --- Is she crazy? Does she even get it what I’m trying to convey here? But…she stays so there’s that. She told me to spill everything. Thing is, we’re at public place...oh screw this, who care, its just us at the moment. I told her everything what I felt about her, it sounds sickening and even though it’s the truth coming out of my mouth, it disgust me. I can’t believe I told her this. I’m pretty sure that’s it, our relationship screwed. But… --- I never expect him to be that blunt but oh well, I better say something before he thinks I’m humiliating him. I ask him what he felt about what he just said. And also, why he felt like against it. And finally, how does he feel after letting it all out. --- I told her it’s sickening. I wish I’m not become that man. I would swear on my grave I wouldn’t become such man. Then she ask me how I felt now after all this antic…I feel relieved for some reason. Like, nothing hold me back when it come to her…was this is the reason she do this to me? --- Of course, it is. He holding himself back way too often. On our first date, he tries to hold my hand. On the next one, he want to do me but got a cold feet. And I can tell the way he invites me to hang out at his place, he seems adamant to put our relationship as real deal. But again, he got cold feet. He doesn’t want to get carried away. But he can’t convince himself he won’t. So I simply told him. “If you know I would hate it, I bet you won’t do it in the first place” That was bold, but perhaps that’s how love going to affect you. He proceed to turn around and as result, I turn around and face him to ask what’s up. Well, he just plant a kiss on my lips all of sudden. There goes my first kiss. I don’t mind that of course. He seems to gain his confidence but what he said next is a head scratcher. He told me if I’m ready to put our relationship to next level, just say the words. My words, he is so hopeless. Oh well, since he give me the rein…I told him we could. But in my place this time. --- “What if I become the man that you don’t want me to be after this?” “Then we should try again and see what's work” “If it fail?” “We’ll try again of course~”

Pleb review about forespoken, dead sace, and sonic frontier. We're off to a good start i say...now let's see how Cyberpunk DLC hold up...

Just another day on the internet eh? Well at least we got something to work on now. My first image challenge on this thread!

I know AI art can be something but my god, this is gonna be a challenge. Those picture speak nothing to me. But then again, that's why its called challenge but MY GOD! Those picture hate me! Time to get those MS Words running again!

Try a re-run challenge maybe? Most challenge thread i got involved with tend to do this when they a bit run out of steam. Though if i may suggest, maybe we can try a "Still Object" theme such as...oh i don't know, lamp post? Bus stop? Park bench?

My own handwriting.

Cheap bread that would crumble so easily just by breathing on it, and glass of milk. At least the bread doesn't taste like sawdust despite the cheap quality.

Forspoken review. Casual gamer beware.

Oh good for you! And how was it?

During AND after sex: "Can you forgive me? Ayayayay~ ayayayayay~"

Its on paper

Gudrun

Playstation channel. Just watching trailer whatever it has.

Cat fight... No, not that cat fight. That's female dog fight This cat fight, very different

Zilva

Need more input

Electric pole. The cable seems flayed...

Uncut loaf of bread. I am seriously don't know what to do with that kind of bread.

A draft

Milo