A Sex Work Mentorship (Ciara and Alaya)

[SataiRolePlayingGuy]

It was a new morning and Ciara was finishing up in the shower.  The shower was another hint of the place's origins.  After being converted into a whorehouse it was decided there was not much point in having any men's rooms anymore.  The customers were just instructed to use one of a few 'women's rooms' that were now unisex and in other cases the old men's rooms were repurposed into showers.  Unlike the toilets, there was no privacy here.  It was like a school locker room.  Just a row of showers.  She was alone this time, but if two or more girls were showering together they would see everything.  Though only a new girl would have any reason to be bothered by that.

She turned the water off and walked to the other side of the room to grab a towel and started drying.  She was getting ready for a new assignment.  They had a few new girls now and she had been picked to follow the tradition of mentoring one of them.  To give her an idea of what the sex work was like, offer advice and answer questions.  Also to encourage them if they needed it after their first few times.  She did not particularly mind, it was something different and could potentially be interesting, depending on the girl.

Having dried off, she quickly got dressed and walked over to the new girl's door and knocked on it.  She knew Aileen had told the girl she was going to get a different sort of help preparing for her job today, but only told her briefly about what would happen and nothing about who would be visiting her.

[SweetBiteMe]

Alaya had settled just fine. If she was honest with herself she was a bit nervous, but more in the too excited to sleep way. The lingering thoughts of, perhaps she wouldn't like it like she thought she would, and perhaps she had made the wrong choice distancing herself so far from family still danced in the back of her mind, but they were only whispers. This was something she chose, which she understood was not always a choice for the other women of the house, but here she saw a chance to be independent. She got to say yes, and no, and perhaps for the right price when it pleased her. 

Aileen had be lovely welcoming her in,  but she knew that this would be the next step of learning to be part of the house. But honestly, she was craving some of the community that having other girls around had, and she was used to sharing the bathroom with 8 other girls so that wasn't even a concern for her. While unsure about the night she wanted to make a good impression. Alaya pressed her hands to her hips and looked at herself in the mirror. It was only tiny but it gave her a good enough impression of if she looked alright. Most of her clothes weren't inherently meant for a woman in her position but they would do until she purchased more. Plus she was sure most clients weren't paying to look at her clothes. The deep blue dress hugged her just slightly, but it dropped to a modest length at her knee. She figured this was perfect to meet one of her coworkers in. Though it was probably one of the nicer things she owned, which wasn't much. All of her items were in a small suit case with a lock on it stored in the corner underneath her bed. Most of what she did own were clothes, but there were a few family photos and trinkets were tossed into the lot as well. Alaya seemed satisfied with how she looked, at least all but her hair. She moved to fidget with again, pushing it away from her face, then gently fluffing it with her fingers, before finally settling on pulling it back loosely into a low pony tail. 

As she her the knock on the door she smiled, and quickly opened it, likely as the other woman was half way through her initial knock. "Hello" She said cheerily, stepping to the side to give the other woman space to come in if she wanted. "I"m Alaya, very nice to meet you." She said, trying to tone down her eagerness just a bit. "Aileen said you'd be helping me get to know the house a little bit, understand my job?" 

[SataiRolePlayingGuy]

Ciara nodded and steeped inside.  "Name's Ciara.  As a woman who has worked here several years, its my responsibility to help finish getting you ready.  Give you an idea what its really like, as well as answer any questions you might have about the actual sex work."  She thought about the best way to do it.  "Think of me as a mentor, if we get along, maybe a friend."  Ayala did not seem to have the sort of unease many new girls had, perhaps suggesting a different sort of reason for coming.  Perhaps a reality check was better than encouragement.  "Let me just say first, everything I am about to say is not meant to scare you off, but to give you an idea of what to expect so you can prepare yourself for it, based on my own experiences as well as other girls here..."

"Sex is fun.  Prostitution is work.  Yes, sometimes you will enjoy it, sometimes you will enjoy it to a mind-blowing orgasm degree, or to hope that customer comes back to give you a 'round 2'.  Other times...when its over you may feel dirty, ashamed, like you want to cry.  There is nothing wrong with that, we have all been there to different degrees.  If you do reach that point see me and I will do what I can to help you through it.  I don't know what brought you here, in my case it was a desperate need for money and resorting to a woman's oldest source of it.  I also don't know what sexual experience you already have, but whatever it is, you have to be careful thinking it will be the same here.  You have gone through setting up your book profile with Aileen, you know how short the list of things you can truly say no to is."

"You will get a wide variety of customers, you will be attracted to some, but not to others.  Some will be be young, some old, some attractive, some not, some in shape, some not, some will be married and using you to cheat on their wives.  Some will want to get to know you, form a bond of sorts, perhaps even treat you affectionately.   Others will think 'she's a whore after all' and treat you like an object.  Worst of all are the guys who pay specifically to genuinely humiliate you or slap you around.  ANYTHING goes here, and outside of that short list, you are expected to take whatever you get.  Of course you can also get two or three guys fucking you at the same time, which is sometimes a bonus if you are into that, but sometimes makes it worse, depending on who they are."  Of course there was the occasional girl who would be turned on by hearing all of this, but it was much safer to assume Ayala was not one of them and this was meant a warning so she was not caught completely by surprise.

"Sorry to start off with all that, but as your mentor I felt you deserved to know all that before you started working.  If you want any elaboration on that or to ask anything else, feel free to ask."  She was curious to see the reaction, hoping she was not too blunt from the start, and to see how Ayala reacted to her summarized list of the good and bad of working here.

 

OOC: Being realistic on how such a job would likely play out, how much of that she actually experiences will be up to you and the people you play with of course.

[SweetBiteMe]

Ayala's shut the door as the woman came in. She came off a little cold in her opinion, but this was part of Ciara's job, and Ayala knew better then take it personally. She smiled softly and just let the woman speak, folding her hands in front of her and listening intently, nodding as the woman began her disclaimer.

She gulped. Some of the warnings were effective, others were more of interest to her. But for the most part she knew what to expect, this was a calculated choice for her, but having it come from a woman with experiance had a different tone. Realizing perhaps some of her 'no' power was more diminished then she thought was a little daunting. Ayala didnt expect it to be the same but was beginning to realize that perhaps her expectations might be different then reality. Though Alaya's tastes were a little different she was sure there would be some uncomfortable interactions. She appreciated the support the Ciara was offering, even if came with a big warning. Ayala's smile never faded, almost a customer service smile, and she nodded gently in understanding. 

"I understand. I understand my circumstances are different, I chose to be here in part due to the type of freedom I think it can afford me." Alaya said gently. "I do appreciate the candor." She said simply. If she was honest Alaya wasn't sure how she felt about Ciara, she was kind enough, smart, pretty, and she for sure as hell didnt waste time on pleasantries. But she felt a bit of a burden for the other girl. Perhaps she had annoyed Ciara with being too chipper? 

"Maybe you can tell me about the process if taking a client?" She said, tuning down the cheeriness to a much more professional level "Aileen helped me set my profile, as you mentioned. But I'm not very clear on how the communication with the client will go to understand what they want." Alaya said, "I have some experiance, but never in a setting such as this." 

[SataiRolePlayingGuy]

Ciara was already softening her approach, she did tend to be blunt, but she was extra blunt there for a reason.  “That may have been a bit much to start with, but you deserved to know all of that.  Having gone through it myself and seeing others go through it, I hate the idea of a girl feeling mislead or betrayed on what to expect.  You deserve to know the good and the bad.  It can be rewarding and enjoyable, but unless you are really lucky and/or incredibly strong, there will likely be times you will hate it and possibly hate yourself for choosing this work.  Like I said, we have all gone through it and want to help someone else if they do.  Don’t feel scared to come to me in such a case.”

She switched gears to the question.  “For better or worse the book profile is the beginning and end of your direct involvement in that part of the process.  The pictures are retaken every few months for accuracy.  If you want to be popular, make sure they and especially the nude ones scream out to a customer ‘Pick me, I need to be fucked!’.  Fortunately, you definitely have the body for it.  The written parts can be changed on request, though due to the pain of reprinting you should not request changes too frequently.  Most of the time you should just ask when your pictures are being retaken. Though being brand new, you could get away a few changes sooner.”

”The way the process is works is Aileen meets with every customer.  She gives them the book and the list of everything they can do with you, and the price of each option.  The good thing is the more extreme it is the more it costs, you won’t see the worst of it very often and when it does happen, the extra pay slightly makes up for it.  Anyway, the preference is to let the customer choose on their own, though she will make recommendations if asked.  After its all worked out she will deliver you a sheet with the customer’s name, the time, what they are paying to do and how long the appointment is.  Appointment length generally falls into one of three categories, a few minute long ‘quickie’, a few hours, or an all nighter, in which case they will sleep with you for that night, for however long you actually sleep and then leave early in the morning.  Unfortunately you won’t know what the customer looks like until he arrives.  Or she.  I suppose I should point out women do occasionally come in as customers.  Everything tends to cost a little more for them, with the understanding a lot of us may not be as comfortable with lesbian sex.  You have a little more freedom to deny them to, unless you are into that.”

[SweetBiteMe]

Alaya nodded. "Its okay, I'd rather spend sometime understanding the truths of what I've gotten myself into." She said sweetly, "I'm sure there will be a time, being away from family and dealing with strange clients will be an adjustment, absolutely." 

As she spoke about how to take clients she nodded, trying to remember the photos she took. While Ciara was quite blunt about what the photos should look like, she had a point. Maybe at reshoots she'd have to she's got help with  posing ideas. Currently the photos she took  weren't all that nude, though there were aspects, mostly toppless. She might want to reconsider that if she wanted clients. Mental note. Ciara's talk made her question if there were things she had not heard of that should have been added to the list. She put that on the back burner, she supposed shed find out and hopefully be able to update from there. 

"What happens if a client changes what they want in the middle of a session? Perhaps they want something more expensive, and havent paid yet, but plan too. How does that work?" She asked, she was partially trying to figure out what the procedure would be if a client over stepped.

[SataiRolePlayingGuy]

Ciara was silent for a moment, perhaps reflecting on past frustration.  "They aren't supposed to.  They pay Aileen when they arrive at the start of the designated appointment, and you get your cut of the money right after they leave.  If you really impress them, they are encouraged to directly give you a tip as a bonus.  The idea is they do what they paid for, for the time they paid for and nothing else.  If they want to extend the time, they can go down to Aileen and set another appointment up immediately, and pay for whatever activities they want to do and that will be fine as long as you don't already have another appointment arranged with someone else in that time.  Adding something else in the middle of the appointment is messy at best and a good way to get kicked out and blacklisted.  If they want to add something at the last second just before they pay, that can be considered, but its frowned upon.  We deserve to know what we are going to be doing before it happens.  Similarly customers aren't usually allowed to make an appointment set immediately after they decide who and what they want to do, though it can happen occasionally.  In that case Aileen will give you the sheet and ask if you want to do it immediately, or schedule a later time."

"If they do cross a line or try to add something unpaid for..."  She walked over to Alaya's bed, got on her knees and pointed to a discrete button on the bottom side of the bed, beneath the pillows.  "We don't employ men for sex work, or almost anything else, but we got some good strong ones as security who are perfectly happy to deal with a customer who breaks the rules.  Press that and they will come rather quick.  If you can't reach it for some reason, scream 'security', one of the girls near you will hear and contact them.  We protect each other, I'm sure Aileen told you to consider all of us sisters of a sort, its kind of a script on her part but true anyways.  That said, most of the time they follow the rules and you have a pretty good chance of never having to deal with that."  It felt a little weird to say that about 'sisters', but over time she seen truth in that.  They did not always get along, there were occasional fights, but when it really mattered none of them would hesitate to protect each other.  Doing what they were, they had to look out for each other on the rare occasions things got out of hand.

[SweetBiteMe]

Alaya nodded as she explained the process. Aileen had described it a little bit when she had first come to the house. But honestly having a first hand experiance telling of what would happen was nice. She was glad that she got some say in timing. Just having a schedule forced upon her didnt feel very appealing. And the thought that they deserved to know what would happen, and that customers who behaved poorly could be blacklisted. 

As Ciara got to her knees Alaya followed and stood behind her to see what she was pointing at. She smiled, thankful for a panic button. A security blanket, if she wanted it. Security team as ba k up if she needed it. While Aileen had used the sisters line it was reassuring to hear from another girl I'm the house. Alaya moved to sit on her bed and ensured there was room for Ciara if she chose to sit as well. 

"Tell me about your experiance." She smiled sweetly, "If you feel comfortable. Or if not maybe any clients that I should be aware of? Or anything else you think is important?"  

 

Edited June 18, 2020 by SweetBiteMe

[SataiRolePlayingGuy]

Ciara laughed softly, feeling Alaya did not actually want full details on that.  "My experience, huh?  I suppose as your mentor that would be something worth sharing to a degree but I'll spare you all the details.  We tend to be very shameless in what we say and do here, but my experience is not quite the same as many of the girls."  She stood up and sat on the bed, rather close, but not quite touching.  "The short list?  I won't say no to any of it, though I don't specialize in any of it either and try to do all that rather infrequently.  I told you I came here for money.  I want to have plenty of it for the day some years down the road when I finally leave this place.  That means I will do absolutely anything a customer wants, if they can afford it.  Like I said, I know what it means to feel dirty, to hate myself, to be a whore in the worst sense of the term.  Though those certainly aren't the only things to make me feel that way and it is far from an everyday feeling."  She planned not to go over that part of her experience anymore, unless Alaya really pushed it, which she doubted would happen.

"My other experiences.  They are something of a roller coaster.  It was like I told you at the start, sometimes it feels like you are living a fantasy.  Thoroughly satisfied as you customer leaves, breathless, covered in sweat, in the afterglow of a wonderful orgasm.  Occasionally you fantasize about him coming back, unfortunately the best rarely do.  Other times you get used like an object.  Some of the negative things that happen here, you get bothered by them for a while, then you get used to them.  Guys like that, I just go along with it, let them fuck me, interact to the degree they seem to want and just hope for some tip after its over, then hit the showers.  Depending on how long the appointment is and their technique, sometimes there is pleasure in those cases, sometimes there isn't.  Then of course there is stuff in between, they care about to you an extent, but aren't as attractive or skilled in sex.  You may get a virgin who has never touched a woman before.  They can potentially be cute to watch as you make them into a man."  She shrugged "I don't know how much more detail you want.  But I've been a busy girl and there isn't much I haven't done at least once."

[SweetBiteMe]

As Ciara spoke Ayala's face softened and she placed her hand on Ciaras hand. She hoped not to make the other girl uncomfortable, only to hopefully provide more of a reassuring touch. Ciara didnt have to share with her and she appreciated it. The openness from the other girl made her trust her more, and selfishly put Ayala at ease. "I wont pry, but while I may not understand or have the experience you do. I can listen if you want." It was easy to feel alot of disdain for yourself, she wasn't unfamiliar with it herself. Though she wasn't sure how the whorehouse would lend itself to her image of herself. Her initial reason for joining while interlaced with independence was about feeling wanted. She wasn't naive enough not to know that. 

As she spoke about the ppsitives about the job Alaya smiled a bit. She already had her head in the clouds about the mystery men that she would meet. Though she was trying to stay firmly grounded. Not all stories end as the fantasies that Ciara was touching on. She placed her hand on Ciaras knee as she talling about feeling aweful, like a used object. Ayala wasn't sure how to comfort the other girl. Not that she needed it, but Alaya could till that perhaps she had some things happen in her time here that weren't all that pleasant. 

"Thank you for sharing. It does help."Alaya reassured. "I'm sure I wont really understand until I've had clients myself,  and my experiences will be different. But I'll try to keep expectations realistic." She removed her hand and smiled brightly, more like the cheery girl at the first meeting. "I want to assure you've taken your warning to heart, and I dont want to belittle that. But, tell me something maybe funny or awkward that's happened. We can have a laugh." She tried to lighten the mood just a little. 

Edited June 18, 2020 by SweetBiteMe

[SataiRolePlayingGuy]

Two girls bonding like this here, it was a delicate thing.  Those who had been here for awhile, the lines between friendship and intimacy was deeply blurred for them.   Bonding, comforting, trust building or just sometimes frustration and boredom.  These were the sorts of things that lead two of the whores to become intimate with each other.  Sometime it was just sex, sometimes loves, sometimes something in between that could not always be easily put into words.  Ciara rarely got sexually involved with other women, but the two of them were getting closer to crossing the line without either realizing it just yet.  Focused as she was on her past right now, Ciara did not think to warn Alaya, she was not even aware they were starting to go in that direction.  Though at this point it was still not certain to happen.  “Heh, I’m supposed to be the one to comfort you if you get overwhelmed.  I’m not even in one of those moods right now.”  She leaned into the other girl, both of their bodies perhaps already having more of a hint than their minds of where this was going.

”Have to think about that for a minute.  But if you want to listen to me until then, well I’m sure you don’t want to hear about most of the short list.  I’ll just talk about the only one that isn’t on the list for being a fetish most find disgusting.  Having kids here.  I’m not sure how I feel about It.  I’m not one of the breeders.  Usually on the pill, but if a guy is willing to pay for me to go off it temporarily for a genuine chance at knocking me up, I’ll roll the dice.  Done it several times so far, will do it again if asked.  But no kid yet.  Maybe a year or two down the road, if I have enough money, I’ll become a proper breeder, but I don’t know yet.  Makes you a little nervous for at least the first few days afterwards, wondering if this time will be different.“  Why did she pick that to talk about?  For some strange reason she had an urge to connect with this girl.  Let her know more about themselves.  Reinforce the gradually building mutual trust between them.

[SweetBiteMe]

Ayala laughed just a little. "I mean like you said, I hope perhaps we become friends, it would have to go both ways." She said gently. Sure Ciara was her mentor, but Alaya liked to feel needed. Even emotionally from her counterparts. She noticed the other girl got closer but didnt mind. She was used to physical affection from her own sisters. And honestly she missed having so many people around, even if they were annoying. Ayala had very little sexual experiance with women and hardly saw that as a possibility. And their bonding and physical closeness didnt even cross her mind as being something that could be more. 

"We can work our way there when maybe I have more to share with you. Most of my experience isnt all that interesting." Ayala laughed when Ciara joked about not going to detail about the 'short list'. When Ciara begun talking about kids her nose scrunched up, not quite in disgust, but at least agreement. 

"I dont think I want kids, and you're right. Probably not now, or here." She looked around. She chose to be here she wouldn't want that inherently for any offspring. She hadn't even thought about breeding as an option, it did make her a little uneasy. But it sounded like other girls were up to that task and hopefully it wouldn't come her way. At least too quickly. 

"Its good here. For me. But I'd want more for them I think." She shrugged lightly, happy to have common ground of substance with this stranger, perhaps soon to be friend. "I had 8 sisters and help raise a few of them. I think I want some time to myself for  a bit. Be a little selfish, where I can. "

Edited June 18, 2020 by SweetBiteMe

[SataiRolePlayingGuy]

"Sisters huh, never had any of them.  Closest I got was coming here."  Ciara replied, still trying to get a sense of where all this was leading.  She still wasn't entirely sure what this would become, all she knew was she wanted to get closer to this woman for some reason.  "Its funny, I generally get along with the other girls.  But I have never felt inclined to get this, I don't know...'touchy feely' with them and never really understood what led a number of them to get so affectionate with each other."  In the back of her mind she was starting to get it.  Or at least part of it.  Having seen this sort of thing among the others, she knew this situation had very close to becoming sexual, and that her mix of emotions included a faint sexual desire for the other girl, slightly remarkable in that while she did not hate lesbian sex and did it occasionally, she generally did not desire other women.  Some combination of her body and personality was attracting Ciara to her.  It wasn't just lust either.  Not really love either, but a desire for some connection.  Though this was mostly in her subconscious at the moment and she hadn't quite realized it on thinking side yet.  "But yeah, I get it.  That's why having kids is on the list and we all have free birth control provided.  No one is expected to have a kid here unless they want to, and some do.  I'm still not eager for one, and won't go out of my way to get one, but I'm willing to occasionally roll the dice for higher pay.  If it happens, I'll find a way to deal with it but I won't dwell on it for now."

[SweetBiteMe]

Always laughed and nodded. "8 is alot though, I wouldnt recommend it... or probably trade most of them in for anything." But the feeling of sisters that Ciara was describing was relationship between the others was reassuring. Even if vastly different. She smiled and playfully hugged the other girl from the side. Only for a second before releasing her new, Ayala's now decided, friend.  "I'm rather touchy feely as a person." She smiled wiggling her fingers playfully. "When there's so many people in the house growing up you dont really get a choice. While I e always had a bed, I've literally never had my own room." She told Ciara, glancing around her own. "That being said if I touch you to much please just tell me to back off. My perception of things is probably way different then yours." She said sweetly.

Alaya nodded glad no one was forced too come off birth control. But wondering if the price was right she would roll the dice like Ciara. 

[SataiRolePlayingGuy]

Ciara was starting to think a little more clearly on this, though she was still thinking more about the others.  “I don’t mind.  If you keep it up you might be in for surprises though.  The girl’s here, we’re a bunch of genuine sluts after all, if you get very physically affectionate with them, many of them might return the favor in ways you don’t expect.  Giving you affection back of a different sort.”  For the first time she was now aware of what she was becoming tempted to do and why to a lesser degree.  She was leaning towards crossing that line but decided to give Alaya a bit of an education on how the girls interacted here.  “Each girl is different, but many will sleep around with each other for various reasons.  In a few cases there are actual couples, genuinely in love, but its usually for other reasons.  Some consider it a way to get to know each other, increase trust, strengthen bonds, be more just comfortable with each other.  Some also just do it to pass the time, or out of lust or sexual frustration if they haven’t had a customer for awhile.”  She intentionally left out her own thoughts on the matter, still considering how to bring it up.  But with all that out there now, she would not be surprised if Alaya took the initiative to try to find out first.

[SweetBiteMe]

Ayala was taken a back for a moment when Ciara bgun speaking about the different types of affention that she might recieve in kind. She didnt even realize that her actions would be taken that way. She guessed she didnt mind. Really she just liked most affection, in most forms. So.. In the right space. Especially if it was a way that the girls sometimes used to communicate and build trust. Alaya wanted strong relationships with others of the house. She knew it would help when he heart felt heavy. 

"Oh..." Alaya said simply, wondering what Ciara was hinting at. Or if she was merely being helpful with her words of advice again. This girl was both very up front and a little calculating in seeing how Alaya responded. "I guess that makes sense, it is different here." She mused and looked over Ciara again, she was pretty. Alaya moved her hand and placed it on top of Ciara's just gently grasping her hand. 

"And what about you?" She asked softly, perhaps she was speaking out of place.  But they were sharing, and she liked this other girl. More so as a confidant and a friend- but Alaya realized she was open to connecting in a different way. If only to find what it felt like. 

Edited June 18, 2020 by SweetBiteMe

[SataiRolePlayingGuy]

Ciara let out a soft sigh.  “It’s weird, I don’t usually get confused like this.”  She started to ramble off personal background first.  “I’ve done it a occasionally, sex with other women.  It would be a lie if I claimed I did not enjoy it, though I have also always found it more satisfying with men.  I had never craved it before.  There were a few women customers I took, occasionally helped other girls work off their frustrations.  But I never went looking for it.”  There was another pause.  Normally she was blunt, but there was a mess inside her right now and putting it into words was harder.  ”Now?  I’ve barely met you but...”

She squeezed the hand in return.  Not especially tightly but with a firm grip.  ”If you asked why, I’m not sure I could tell you, at least not completely.  But yeah, I’m craving it right now.  If you want to do it, we can do it, right now even.”  She struggled to give a partial answer.  “There is a little bit of a purely physical aspect to it.  Honestly, I do find your body attractive in ways I usually don’t with other women.  Perhaps...just with how this conversation has gone, maybe I just want to try it too.  See what it its like to have sex with a woman to make us closer.  See if it does work, how it changes things, and to keep doing if we are up for it and is more effective.  I’m not looking to be one of the couples, I don’t think there’s anything like that going through my head right now.”  She had always found it a curious custom.  She kind of understood the process and saw how it might work.  But she had never been inclined to try it until now.  She still did not know if these were her entire motivations, but they felt like the biggest pieces.

[SweetBiteMe]

Ciara seemed confused, and Alaya frowned. That hadn't been her intention with her questioning. She returned the pressure from the girl as she squeezed her had. She liked the physical comfort of other people. It'd always been reassuring. She thought she understood why the girls could turn to each other ffor mental support, and physical. Plus the idea that Ciara was finding her interesting, wanting her to some sort of nontraditional degree was something Alaya always longed for. 

"I dont have much experience, you even likely have more then I." Alaya said gently, sharing in this moment their pasts. "Maybe some kissing and touching I suppose. But I dont think I want a relationship with anyone, not like that. Not right now. And I perfer men too, from the experiance I do have. But.. I'm not... Not open." She said, but honestly she was intrigued.  

"You're very pretty too." Ayala's coed and blushed at the compliment from Ciara. As Ciara kind of almost talked herself into something that hadn't happened yet Alaya moved her other hand to Ciara's knee furthest away from her. "It couldn't hurt... right?" She asked innocently. Alaya gently pulled the other girls knee toward her just so she could lean in for a kiss. But with Ciara's hesitation she didnt make contact - letting her do that. She hovered closely staring down at Ciara's lips, her fingers gripping the girl's knee almost in anticipation.

[SataiRolePlayingGuy]

The confusion was not really Alaya’s fault and talking through it there had relieved a lot of it.  Though Ciara was not sure if everything she felt could be put into words.  A lot of her unease had been lessened by the fact Alaya seemed willing.  “Let’s just do it and find out what we become.  Not lovers, I would assume, but we will have to wait and find out exactly what we become.”  She closed her eyes and leaned in for the kiss.  It was a lighter one.  Their lips locked but with a softer passion to it and only gently pushing her tongue into the other girls mouth.  There was no hesitation or discomfort though, the only thing new about this was uncertainty and excitement of what it might lead to.

It was partially exploration and trying things out.  But her initial thought was this should be a slower, gentler sort of sex.  It was about getting to know each other in intimate detail.  Making each of them sexually comfortable with each other as women.  Looking to please each other but without a great deal of intensity.  She was not even sure if it was the sort of sex where either of them would take the lead.  For the moment, she just kept kissing Alaya, seeing if she would do anything else before Ciara did.

[SweetBiteMe]

Ayala leaned into the kiss. She could already tell that this was softer, more delicate. Not what she was used to, or even preferred in her male partners. But it was nice. As their tongues explored eachothers mouths she couldn't help but recognize that this girl knew what she was doing. Everything was firm but gentle. 

Alaya's hand that had been gripping Ciara's slowly moved up her arm just dancing along her skin. It was soft.  She placed her hand on the side of Ciara's face as the kiss deepened. To be honest she wasn't sure what she was expecting but she was enjoying herself. Her hand on Ciara's knee moving up her leg to the hem line of her clothing not daring yet to go further. 

 

Edited June 18, 2020 by SweetBiteMe

[SataiRolePlayingGuy]

Alaya's hand stopping where did did make Ciara wonder how fast they should undress and whether to do it all at once or gradually.  She did decide to reward Ayala's initiative though.  She reached down and unbutton and unzipped her jeans, leaving them in place though.  An unspoken invitation to Alaya to finish getting them off of her.  When the hand touched her face she intensified the kiss just a little, but it was still controlled.  She still intent to keep it softer, affectionate more than passionate, though she did not rule out include a few moments of passion before they were done.  She had two reasons for her logic, first she just felt sex between two women should not have the same 'style' or pace as a man and woman.  Combined with the fact, of why they were having sex and what the goal was it seemed important to keep it slow and softer.  Almost delicate.  It required some adjustment, but she felt it was entirely possible for both of them to be mutually sexually satisfied when it was over.

She kept her current position, only planning to move as much as she need to to help Alaya get her pants off and would wait for that before considering anything else.  She placed one hand on the girl's hips and slid it up the waist and around her back.  Not aiming for any particular sexual target, but to feel the other girl's body, to become rather familiar with it, which was one of the goals here.

[SweetBiteMe]

As Ciara's fingers undid her jeans Alaya gently pulled back from the kiss. Not quite breaking it but making it softer. Easing the intensity of the moment. She hadn't been entirely depending on something like this to happen. Though she supposed she shouldn't have ruled it out working in a whorehouse- and she wouldn't say she wasn't inherently enjoying her training thus far. Alaya just pressed her fingers into the skin of Ciara's hips as she almost teased with pulling the jeans off the woman on her bed. Feeling Ciara's hands on her hips and waist, just gently exploring Alaya found the touch comforting. 

Eventually Alaya did pull them down and helped her out of them. It was gentle between them, the air didn't have a rawness or urgency about it like a lot of the other experiences that she had had with sex in the past. Men tended to have the passion an urgency that sometimes Alaya prefered, taking what perhaps they wanted. Hardly taking the time just to be. But there was something to be said for taking the time. Alaya's hand moved up the bare skin on the girl's thigh, and eventually up over her rear. Though she only grazed it, she let her hands settle on the other girls waist as well. But Alaya was enjoying the contact, and pushed Ciara's shirt up just so her hands were toughing bare skin. Alaya leaned back into the kiss again, only to gently pull away and place sweet pecks along the girl's jaw line and nape of the neck. 

OOC: Sorry I've been MIA for the week, but I'm back!  

[SataiRolePlayingGuy]

In truth the were fairly similar in preferences, preferring men and Ciara too often preferred the more assertive and stronger ones.  But, she had been truthful saying Alaya appealed to her in ways most other women did not.  It was not any one particular thing, but how all the pieces came together.  This was the first time she had been eager for lesbian sex, and curious to see its outcome.  The goal here was intimacy more than pleasure, though the one naturally led to the other.  Perhaps their similar views would make it better, they would have to find out.

She was letting Alaya set the pace for now, though it was uncertain if either of them would do so consistently or if it would alternate.  She tensed up slightly in excitement as the girl's hand grazed her rear and she tilted her head back after the kiss to give better access to her neck.  Perhaps she was giving Alaya a taste of what it was like to be 'the man'.  It certainly was not the same pace or style, but habit and instinct were causing her to act the way she might if a man had done the same thing, a little like one of her customers but with a different atmosphere and goal.  For the moment, she was the one hoping for Alaya to indulge her desires, though perhaps not at the same pace a man would.  She made no effort to take her shirt off but she reached back, briefly touching Ayala's hand before reaching up and unhooking her own bra and tossing it to the side.

[SweetBiteMe]

Alaya had no where to be, and little experience in what to do next- so she took her time. She was enjoying the physical closeness, and the warmth of another person. Ciara was letting her set her own pace as well, which was a combination of frustrating and welcomed. It was an imbalance of what she was used to, but also holding a completely new experience that she knew held different things. 

Ciara was slowly taking off her clothes, now the woman only sat with her underwear and shirt on. Alaya let her hands comfortably just explore Ciara's smooth back, just gently grazing her skin with her fingers and she almost teasingly moved from one side of the girl's neck to the over, letting her lips graze Ciara's collar bone. Slowly Alaya's hand crept upwards and the shirt with it until it teased to reveal more than Ciara's stomach. Alaya was both jealous of how pretty Ciara was, and pleased a girl as pretty as her was finding herself intimate with Alaya. While Alaya had felt silly wearing her best dress for a training meeting, she was thankful now, it had a nice confidence boosting effect. 

Alaya found Ciara's lips again and didn't quite press into them rather just hovered closely as she moved to return the favor, just unhooking her own bra. But not removing it quite yet. Alaya's hands both moved to Ciara's hips, just gently feeling the girl with no sense of urgency as she pressed her lips back to Ciara's. 

[SataiRolePlayingGuy]

At this point Ciara was not sure whether to just finish undressing but decided to Alaya finish stripping her and decide when and how to do it especially as she played with Ciara’s shirt.  Making things slightly more overtly sexual, after the bra was unhooked, her hand groped Alaya’s breast, squeezing it soft but firmly first, then rubbing her thumb and the dress and bra fabric between them briefly against her nipple before releasing her grip, it was part tease, part controlling the pace, not wanting to do something like that for an extended period of time this early.  She was still letting Alaya take the lead, but letting her figure that out without saying anything.  That was part of the idea for them each to learn about, both sexually and non-sexually, to often know what the other thought or felt without saying it.  Though it would take a while to reach that point, the goal of tonight was to start to learn that.
 

Not wanting to be too passive though, she did slide one hand under Alaya’s dress and rubbed her leg, a focus on the outer leg, but a little on the inside too, though did not go too far in and did not get especially close to the ultimate prize down there.  No, she was going to take her time getting to that.

OOC: and I’m hopefully finally over my several day writer’s block that kept me from writing anything anywhere.